Hello.

You're s l i p p i n g s l i p p i n s l i p p i n g away.
I don't like it.

It's started.

American Idol is back on tv.
It's all one giant joke and yet my mother cons me into watching.
I already have my person picked out.
I can usually tell which people are assholes by their song choice.

I need to wash my hair.

I'm getting it cut tomorrow.

What things do you think are beautiful?

Macaulay Culkin.

"I wouldn't trade any of my experiences for anything in the world. I'm very happy with who I am, and where I've ended up and I wouldn't change one thing. Because if you change one thing in the past, everything else is different."

He's one of those people who kind of seem like a train wreck. I like that about him though. No ones perfect. Perfection is boring.


I think Macaulay Culkin was the cutest little kid ever. I really don't want to have kids and stuff, but if someone told me my kids would look like Macaulay Culkin, I'd have a kid so fast. I'm probably going to order his book off of amazon tomorrow, but for now, I'm going to sleep. Goodnight

2010

Hello. It's been a year and a half since I've seen you last.
I've stopped wearing our best friend bracelets.
Have you?
I seriously never thought things would turn out this way.
You were my rock.
You kept me sane.
You've been there for me, always.
But you promised me, and it's been broken.
A year and a half.
I think you're having a mid life crisis or something.
I just wish things could go back to how they used to be.
I just keep thinking that there's a pretty good chance that I might never see you again, ever.
I've learned to live my life without you, but the thought of never seeing you again.
Shit.
I don't think I can do it.
1.
2.
3.
I'm wishing, hoping, dreaming that I can see you soon.
Even later.
Sometime during this lifetime.
Don't let me down.

Today

was a good day.
I went to the mall.
Then I went to the movies.
I saw youth in revolt.
It was funny.


Then my long lost best friend Courtney came over.
I missed her.

Scout

is a cute dog.