Saturday, February 28, 2009

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1. I don’t understand:
math.

2. I am listening to:
Head Automatica.

3. Maybe I should:
clean my room.

4. I love:
summer.

6. Your ‘ex’ and you:
1) Talk sometimes, but seldom.
2) Hate eachother.

7. I have lost my respect for:
bands who use autotune.

9. The meaning of my msn name is:
I use aim.

12. I never ever want to lose:
My puppy.
Why did this skip 10-11?

13. My Myspace is:
Dumb.

14. I get annoyed when:
people talk to me about stuff I don't care about.

15. Parties:
Stay 17?

16. Simple Kisses:


17. Today I:
am going to a party.

18. I wish:
I was in LA or COV was headed this way.

HAVE YOU

01. Ever stuck gum under a desk?
Once, but it backfired.

02. Ever kicked someone?
Yep.

03. Ever tripped over your own feet
Yep.

TODAY HAVE YOU:

01. Have you cursed?
No.

02. Have you gotten mad at someone?
Kind of.

RANDOM

Q: Is there α person who is on your mind right now?
A: Sure.

Q: Do you have any siblings?
A: No.

Q: Do you want children?
A:Sometimes, 1st born is going be name Trav.

Q: Do you smile often?
A: Yes.


Q: Do you untie your shoes every time you take them off?
A: No.

Q: Are your toenails painted?
A:Yes.

Q: Are you a friendly person?
A: No.

Q: Who’s bed other than yours do you sleep in?
A: No one's.

Q: What color shirt are you wearing?
A: Black.

Q: What were you doing at 9pm yesterday?
A: Graduation, or waiting for Alex.

Q: I can’t wait until:
A: Vacation.

ABC's

[A] - AVAILABLE?
No.

[B] - BIRTHDAY?
June 30th.

[C] - CRUSHING?
On the guy who was on MADE yesterday, hahahahaha.

[D] - DRINK YOU LAST HAD?
Dr. Pepper.

[E] - EASIEST PERSON(s) TO TALK TO?
Mel.

[F] - FAVORITE COLORS?
None.
[G] - GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS?
Fuck Gelatin.

[H] - HOMETOWN?
Paris, France.

[I] - ILL?
No?

[K] - KILLED SOMEONE?
Your mom.

[L] LONGEST CAR RIDE?
8 hours.

[M] - MILKSHAKE FLAVOR
Banana Split.

[N] - FAVORITE NUMBER
30.

[O] - ONE WISH?
I wish I was a baller, I wish I was taller, I wish I had a girl who looked good, I would call her, wish I had a rabbit in a hat.......?

[P] - PERSON WHO CALLED YOU LAST ?
COURTNEY ANN!

[Q] - QUEER?
I lykKEee BoyZZZ

[R] - REASON TO SMILE?
SUMMER.

[S] - SONG YOU LAST HEARD?
Listening by The Used
[T] - TIME YOU WOKE UP THIS MORNING?
All.

[U] - UMBRELLA?
You can stand under mine.

[V] - VEGETABLES?
Yes please.

[W] - WORST HABIT?
Biting my nails.

[X] - X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD?
My finger.

[Y] - YOUR NUMBER OF FRIENDS ON FACEBOOK?
I get on like once a year.

[Z] - ZODIAC SIGN?
Cancer.

Friday, February 27, 2009

Empty Apartments

You and I were driving one time.
There where three other people in the car.
I remember thinking that if I were to suddenly die at that exact moment, I wouldn't be upset.
That everyone I loved was around me and that I needed no one else.
That the future didn't matter and everything was perfect.
It was then that you made the promises.
That you sang empty apartment to me.
It was then that matter.
I do not know you anymore.
In fact, every single person in that car is not in my life anymore.
I keep having dreams about you.
They always seem to revolve around what ifs and what could of beens.
It's so strange.
The thing that bothers me the most, is that I have absolutely nothing to remember you by.
All I have left is a simple photograph of you and I.
I remember someone telling me that you'll always love your first true girlfriend more than your wife.
Does that hold any substance?
I don't know.
But, what I do know is that you constantly are what I compare others to.
It's wrong.
I feel like you're going to be the person I always care about in the long run and that hurts.
I feel like maybe I'm that person for someone also, and that scares me.
I wish you could keep your promise.

What would you do if two of your best friends went to the movies without inviting you?

Shit happens.

I was just reflecting.
And I am so grateful(sp??) to be apart of this.
I am so glad to know that it's been four years.
And that JBB is the cutest boy in the whole world.
He makes me laugh sooooo hard.

Wednesday, February 25, 2009

I wish I could

rewind time back to today.
If only I had that extra hour.

* What would you do if only one hot dog is left and neither you nor your friend have had one?

Hahaha, I don't eat hot dogs.



are you completely over your last relationship?
Yes.

Who is the last person to send you a message on myspace?
Courtney.

Are you jealous of anyone right now?
Kind of.

What' s the connection between you and the last person to text you?
She's my friend.

Hold hands with anyone last night ?
Last night? No.

What will you be doing tomorrow?
Working, Homework.

Why did you last cry?
Because I freak myself out!

When will your next kiss take place ?
Not sure.

You have to get a facial piercing, what do you get?
Septum.

Who was the last person you talked to on the phone ?
Alex.

What color is your hair?
Medium Brown.

Do you wear glasses?
At night time.

Could you cry right now?
No.

Are you someone's best friend?
No.

How was this week?
Fucking great.

Are you someone who worries too often ?
Sometimes.

Who is the one girl you trust the most?
Not sure.

Who was the last person you took a picture with?
Vic...<3

Was yesterday better than today ?
Nope.

What plans do you have for the day?
Sleeping.

What' s the very first thing you do when you wake up?
Put in my contacts.

When's the last time you had a headache?
Not sure.

Wat woke you up this morning?
My mom.

Have you ever been awake for 2 days straight?
Nope.

Where did you go in a car last?
Courtney's Mom's work.

Who was the last person you were in a car?
Alex.

Are your nails painted?
Kind of.

Have you ever felt replaced?
I suppose.

How were you feeling last night ?
Tired.

Are you different from how you were a year ago?
No.

Are you sarcastic?
Yes.

How are you feeling?
Tired.

At this very moment, what exactly are you doing?
This...

Is someone in love with you?
I do not know.

Who are all of your texts from?
Why does it matter?

Who last did you get into a fight with?
Not sure.

Whats you're favorite thing to do on the weekend?
See my boyfriend.

Still have feelings for your ex?
No.

Lil Wayne or Plies?
Travie McCoy.

Any plans for the coming thursday?
Not yet.

What kind of music annoys you most?
Annoying kind.

Are you high?
Never.

Who was the last guy you kissed?
My boyfriend.

Do you do anything that your boyfriend/girlfriend would be mad at you if they found out?
Yep, but doesn't everyone?

When did you last eat chinese food?
No clue.

Are most of you're friends older or younger than you are?
Older.

Anyone you were good friends with, that you no longer get along with?
Yeah.

Your ex calls and tells you he hates you, you say?
"The opposite of love isn't hate-it's indifference. And if you hate me, that means you still care."

Where's you're phone at?
Not sure.

Who has hurt you the most in the past year? Do you still care for them?
A friend, and no.

Is the last person you kissed and the next person you'll kiss the same?
Yes.

Where was your default picture taken?
My house.

Do you have a YouTube account?
Yes.

Have you ever liked someone older than you?
Yeah, I've never liked anyone younger or the same age as me.

Do you have a strong relationship with your parents?
Yes.

Have you ever kissed someone named Ariel?
Nope.

Have you ever kissed someone that was high?
Not that I know of.

Have you ever been a gymnast or a cheerleader?
Both.

Ever kissed anyone 18 or older?:
26 was the oldest.

Suppose you see your bf/gf kissing another person?:
Then I would be really upset.

Has anybody on your top friends ever admitted to liking you?
Yeah.

Do you trust all your friends?
For the most part.

Dark hair or light hair in the same/opposite sex?
Dark, not a fan of blondes.

What is the best ice cream flavor?
Chunky Monkey/ chocolate chip cookie dough.

Are you good at persuading?
Mostly.

Whats your last text say and from a boy or a girl?
"I love you and courtney".
-Melanie

When is the next time you'll see the second person on your top?
I have no idea and hurts like no other.

Has anyone ever told you, you were beautiful?
Yep.

Did you believe them?
Possibly.

Would you rather hang with a bunch of girls or boys?
Boys.

Is there someone that makes you happy every time you speak with them?
Yes.

What was the last thing you hid?
Underwear.

Would you ever live with anyone on your top friends?
Yes.

Whos the last person you said "i love you to?
Brooke.

Did you mean it?
Yep.

Sunday, February 22, 2009

What would you do if you ordered an ice cream cone and you forgot to bring money?

Hahahahahaha, omg.
When I read this, I laughed out loud.
I guess I would bum money off of someone.
Or cry, then run away.

Thursday, February 19, 2009

Wednesday, February 18, 2009

What would you do if you were in the middle of the lake and your boat began to leak?

But if your lightning lips aren't mine
Then I don't know the awkward stranger to my right

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

What would you do if You were the teacher and everyone forgot his homework?

You say I'm just fuel to the fire, and I don't deny it.
But you're the one who lit the match to begin with.
Blame Blame Blame, Blame it all on me.

Monday, February 16, 2009

What would you do if a friend borrows things from you but never returns them?

It sucks.
Be nice about it and kindly ask for them back.
If they don't return them, show up at their house and take them back.

Sunday, February 15, 2009

Friday, February 13, 2009

What would you do if a bully bothered you on your way home?

Kicked them where it counts!!!!

Dude, I wouldn't put up with their shit.
I would just give it right back to them.


Be the bigger person?

What would happen if you found gold in your backyard?

Then I would totally mine it for money, or something.



I seriously really want dewey's pizza or noodles and company.
Yum.



Tomorrow is valentine's day.
Haha, I got flowers from two different guys today,
I'm in love.

What if everyone lived under water? Where would people live? What games would children play? What would school be like?

Haha, for some reason when I read this question, the first thing I thought of was freddie the fish.
Do you remember those games?
They were totally intense!!!


I feel like getting dressed up?

What would happen if there were no cars, buses, trains, boats, or planes? How would this change your life?

Well, that would suck.
I wouldn't be able to travel.
This is a tricky question...
Am I allowed to make my own mode of transportation?
Such as building the boat myself, or no?
I would like, get a horse or something.

What would happen if children ruled the world?

Yikes.

What would happen if you grew taller than trees? How would this change your life?

What the fuck?
I'm only 5'0.
I think it would be cool if I was like 5'8.

What would happen if you loved your neighbour as yourself? What if everyone did?

Then the world be a better place.
For example, there would be no racism, sexism, age, or sexual orientation discrimination.
World peace, you know?
But in order to achieve peace, you have to go to war.
I know it's wrong, but it's just the awful truth.




before you ask which way to go, remember where you've been

What if you could walk up walls and across ceilings?



Haha, wtf? Why do I even know about this song?

Thursday, February 5, 2009

What would happen if you threw a piece of trash on the ground? What if everyone did?

That is called littering.
It is frowned upon in society.

Cool!!!

What would happen if everyone wore the same clothes?

Then life would be lame.
Seriously.
I love having clothes no one else does.
Tomorrow I'm starting my diet so I can get back in shape.
Size 2, remember me?


Anyways, All Time Low's new stuff sounds cool? They wrap up recording for the first half of the album this week. Then, they are recording with Butch Walker. By the way, the first half is produced by Matt Squire. I can almost garuntee that if you are a teenage girl, you own an album produced by the guy. Anyways, I'm not a fan, but hey, who cares? I just can't wait for june. That's when it's supposed to be released. Haha, 17. That's how old I'll be. Which is kind of ironic because the party scene/put up or shut up seems to revolve around that time frame. It's just weird to think they're only three years older than me, maybe four.
I seriously love this band, forever.
Not because of the people in, because the ep, the party scene, and put up or shut up changed my life.
I have listened to them forever!
Always Always Always Always.



Plus, Jack Barakat kind of has my heart....

Always....not!
Everyone knows TBR!
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What would happen if you could become invisible whenever you wanted to? What are some of the things you could do that you cannot do now?

Then I would obviously spy on people.
I think it would be cool.
Whenever I get asked about super powers, I always pick being invisible. 
Seriously.
It would be fun to lurk and listen to what people have to say about you when you're not around.
I think it would also be cool to know what people are thinking and x-ray vision.
But both of those would have to have limits.
Like, they would only be cool if I could turn them on and off when I felt like it.







Take this pink ribbon off my eyes
I'm exposed
And it's no big surprise
Don't you think I know
Exactly where I stand
This world is forcing me
To hold your hand
'Cause I'm just a girl, little 'ol me
Don't let me out of your sight
I'm just a girl, all pretty and petite
So don't let me have any rights



^Because nothing is hotter than a strong, independent woman.

What would happen if animals could talk? What are some of the questions you would like to ask animals?

If animals talked, it would change everything. Everything. Everything. Everything.
In my opinion, humans have an advantage over animals because they cannot defend themselves.
By talking, I don't think a human would be able to eat them, but I don't know.
I do not support PETA, but I found this article very interesting.
I think when people see how animals are treated, it changes things.
Personally, I believe vegetarianism is something you have to chose on your own.
You cannot be forced or persuaded.
But this is not about vegetarianism.
I believe in a lot of things.
And something I feel very passionate about is punishment for the cruelness and tortures inflicted upon innocent animals.
So, anyways, read that article.
Watch the video.
Discuss.
Now, by no means am I implying anything because I do not believe in PETA.
But, what I am saying is this is a big deal.



In a huge victory for animals, a grand jury has issued 19 indictments for cruelty to animals against three former employees of Aviagen Turkeys, Inc. And it gets better—11 of the indictments are on felony charges. This marks the first time in U.S. history that factory-farm employees have faced felony cruelty-to-animals charges for abusing birds.


I just think that people really don't think about it.
I know I never did question what was on my plate until I was older and understood.
It's just a weird concept, but I guess it's human instinct.


Monday, February 2, 2009

What would happen if it really did rain cats and dogs?

Then the world would be in more shit than it already is.

I would just like to voice my opinions on the woman who gave birth to 8 kids.
First off, do not compare her to Jon and Kate, plus 8.
This lady is crazy.
I can understand not being able to have children and wanting to still pursue that.
But there is a fine line and this lady crossed it.
In my opinion, I believe you should only bring another person into this world if you are financially and emotionally stable.
I don't know why society acts like having a kid is not a big deal, because it is.
I know shit happens and people get pregnant.
That's obviously understandable.
But, is it crossing that fine line I mentioned earlier when you venture into people who know what they are getting into?
Such as in vitro fertilization?
So, this fucking crazy lady is not married and still lives with her parents.
Keep in mind she already has not one, but six other kids she birthed with the help of science.
So, she had some embryos left over from her last pregnancy, 8 to be exact, and she did not want them to be destroyed.
Being the smart person she is, she decides to have them inserted into her uterus, etc, etc, etc.
SURPRISE! All eight kids grew.
Now, for a mother, why would you put your life in danger like that?
If you have six kids already, why put yourself at risk?
And it's selfish.
She put all eight of those babies at risk.
All eight of them born premature.
Some of them can't even breath on their own.
She lives at home with her parents in a three bedroom home...
So two adults to tend to their irresponsible daughter's 14 children?
I guess the mom could help out, but then again, she's not right in the head and seems to think everything she does is perfectly fine.

Jon and Kate are honestly really inspiring.
I know people are going to say that Kate used in vitro fertilization also, and yes this is true.
But when they went into process, it was highly unlikely that all of the embryos would survive and continue the entire pregnancy.
Also, in the world right now, there are only 14 sets of living sextuplets.
So, the goslings are 1 of 14.
Plus, Jon and Kate were married.
They both had jobs.
They owned a house.
They were financially responsible.
And guess what, tlc offered them a tv and with that comes money.
In my opinion, they deserve every penny because you know why...it's not for them.
It all goes to things for those kids.

So, while we are on the subject of money, this crazy bitch is getting offers left and right. There are talks of her getting a book deal and possibly a tv show.
Don't buy into any of it.
Do not give this women one cent or even one second of your time.
She's not worth it.
Any person who has kids for fame and fortune is dumb.

So, yeah.
End rant.