Thursday, January 28, 2010

Tuesday, January 26, 2010

I'm sick.

My puppy is sick.
My phone is dead.

Monday, January 25, 2010

What do you like to do in your free time?

I like to spend time with my friends, read, shop, take pictures, catch up with shows I haven't watched, relax, breath, live my life.

So,I'm reading Diary by Chuck Palahniuk. I have this book mark. You see, it's a photo of us. When we were happy. When I loved you. And I keep looking at this picture, and I think about how things are. I wish they were better. But I resent you now. I can never forgive you for what you did. You were selfish and insecure, but why? You had to hurt one of the people closest to me. That's shitty. I know he's not upset about it. He's not like that. But you decided to fuck up an 8 year friendship because you two couldn't see eye to eye on things. You're loss.

I just keep looking at this picture. I keep thinking. When I picture my life, farther down the road, I see you. Always. It drives me crazy. Every time I look at you, it instantly comes back. These feelings. I wish they didn't. It's fatal attraction. You're no good for me. I haven't seen you in a while, but every time you update your status or upload a new picture, it's like it's made up for lost time.

I don't know where this is going.

I hate you.

Sunday, January 24, 2010

What do you like most about yourself?

I like that I am independent.

My foot is asleep.
I've yet to clean my room or take a shower.
I'm hungry.
I'm going to go eat something and then sleep.

Saturday, January 23, 2010

Macaulay Carson

Culkin.

I'm reading his novel Junior right now.
It's beyond brilliant.


I had a really weird dream last night.
J Woww from jersey shore was in it.