You are the dumbest person I have ever met.
You decide now is a good time to wear that necklace?
Is it because you're home now?
Is it because the commitment is breathing down your neck?
You're funny.
You haven't worn that necklace in so long.
It's like you said, you're a whore.
You don't care about anyone other than yourself.
I just wish things wouldn't have changed.
I wish you were still 17.
I wish you still cared about us.
I wish all of these new people weren't in the picture.
I wish things could go back to how they used to be.
You used to make me smile so much.
You don't even know.
I'm seeing you twice this summer....
Please don't let me down.
I hope you can restore my faith in you.
Friday, June 19, 2009
Thursday, June 11, 2009
What would you do if the surprise party was for you but you weren't surprised?
I don't know.
It kind of scares me that you're growing up.
It seems like yesterday I met you in that parking lot.
Unwashed and unashamed.
Yet, you've come so far since then.
Part of me wants to be selfish, and never let you grow up.
I just want you to be seventeen forever.
I know you feel so much pressure right now, and I will be the first to tell you, you will survive.
You will make it.
You will overcome what feels like you need to break away, but trust me, this is where you need to be.
The grass is not always greener.
You need to stick to your guns.
ILY.
It kind of scares me that you're growing up.
It seems like yesterday I met you in that parking lot.
Unwashed and unashamed.
Yet, you've come so far since then.
Part of me wants to be selfish, and never let you grow up.
I just want you to be seventeen forever.
I know you feel so much pressure right now, and I will be the first to tell you, you will survive.
You will make it.
You will overcome what feels like you need to break away, but trust me, this is where you need to be.
The grass is not always greener.
You need to stick to your guns.
ILY.
Saturday, February 28, 2009
4567890
1. I don’t understand:
math.
2. I am listening to:
Head Automatica.
3. Maybe I should:
clean my room.
4. I love:
summer.
6. Your ‘ex’ and you:
1) Talk sometimes, but seldom.
2) Hate eachother.
7. I have lost my respect for:
bands who use autotune.
9. The meaning of my msn name is:
I use aim.
12. I never ever want to lose:
My puppy.
Why did this skip 10-11?
13. My Myspace is:
Dumb.
14. I get annoyed when:
people talk to me about stuff I don't care about.
15. Parties:
Stay 17?
16. Simple Kisses:
17. Today I:
am going to a party.
18. I wish:
I was in LA or COV was headed this way.
HAVE YOU
01. Ever stuck gum under a desk?
Once, but it backfired.
02. Ever kicked someone?
Yep.
03. Ever tripped over your own feet
Yep.
TODAY HAVE YOU:
01. Have you cursed?
No.
02. Have you gotten mad at someone?
Kind of.
RANDOM
Q: Is there α person who is on your mind right now?
A: Sure.
Q: Do you have any siblings?
A: No.
Q: Do you want children?
A:Sometimes, 1st born is going be name Trav.
Q: Do you smile often?
A: Yes.
Q: Do you untie your shoes every time you take them off?
A: No.
Q: Are your toenails painted?
A:Yes.
Q: Are you a friendly person?
A: No.
Q: Who’s bed other than yours do you sleep in?
A: No one's.
Q: What color shirt are you wearing?
A: Black.
Q: What were you doing at 9pm yesterday?
A: Graduation, or waiting for Alex.
Q: I can’t wait until:
A: Vacation.
ABC's
[A] - AVAILABLE?
No.
[B] - BIRTHDAY?
June 30th.
[C] - CRUSHING?
On the guy who was on MADE yesterday, hahahahaha.
[D] - DRINK YOU LAST HAD?
Dr. Pepper.
[E] - EASIEST PERSON(s) TO TALK TO?
Mel.
[F] - FAVORITE COLORS?
None.
[G] - GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS?
Fuck Gelatin.
[H] - HOMETOWN?
Paris, France.
[I] - ILL?
No?
[K] - KILLED SOMEONE?
Your mom.
[L] LONGEST CAR RIDE?
8 hours.
[M] - MILKSHAKE FLAVOR
Banana Split.
[N] - FAVORITE NUMBER
30.
[O] - ONE WISH?
I wish I was a baller, I wish I was taller, I wish I had a girl who looked good, I would call her, wish I had a rabbit in a hat.......?
[P] - PERSON WHO CALLED YOU LAST ?
COURTNEY ANN!
[Q] - QUEER?
I lykKEee BoyZZZ
[R] - REASON TO SMILE?
SUMMER.
[S] - SONG YOU LAST HEARD?
Listening by The Used
[T] - TIME YOU WOKE UP THIS MORNING?
All.
[U] - UMBRELLA?
You can stand under mine.
[V] - VEGETABLES?
Yes please.
[W] - WORST HABIT?
Biting my nails.
[X] - X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD?
My finger.
[Y] - YOUR NUMBER OF FRIENDS ON FACEBOOK?
I get on like once a year.
[Z] - ZODIAC SIGN?
Cancer.
math.
2. I am listening to:
Head Automatica.
3. Maybe I should:
clean my room.
4. I love:
summer.
6. Your ‘ex’ and you:
1) Talk sometimes, but seldom.
2) Hate eachother.
7. I have lost my respect for:
bands who use autotune.
9. The meaning of my msn name is:
I use aim.
12. I never ever want to lose:
My puppy.
Why did this skip 10-11?
13. My Myspace is:
Dumb.
14. I get annoyed when:
people talk to me about stuff I don't care about.
15. Parties:
Stay 17?
16. Simple Kisses:
17. Today I:
am going to a party.
18. I wish:
I was in LA or COV was headed this way.
HAVE YOU
01. Ever stuck gum under a desk?
Once, but it backfired.
02. Ever kicked someone?
Yep.
03. Ever tripped over your own feet
Yep.
TODAY HAVE YOU:
01. Have you cursed?
No.
02. Have you gotten mad at someone?
Kind of.
RANDOM
Q: Is there α person who is on your mind right now?
A: Sure.
Q: Do you have any siblings?
A: No.
Q: Do you want children?
A:Sometimes, 1st born is going be name Trav.
Q: Do you smile often?
A: Yes.
Q: Do you untie your shoes every time you take them off?
A: No.
Q: Are your toenails painted?
A:Yes.
Q: Are you a friendly person?
A: No.
Q: Who’s bed other than yours do you sleep in?
A: No one's.
Q: What color shirt are you wearing?
A: Black.
Q: What were you doing at 9pm yesterday?
A: Graduation, or waiting for Alex.
Q: I can’t wait until:
A: Vacation.
ABC's
[A] - AVAILABLE?
No.
[B] - BIRTHDAY?
June 30th.
[C] - CRUSHING?
On the guy who was on MADE yesterday, hahahahaha.
[D] - DRINK YOU LAST HAD?
Dr. Pepper.
[E] - EASIEST PERSON(s) TO TALK TO?
Mel.
[F] - FAVORITE COLORS?
None.
[G] - GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS?
Fuck Gelatin.
[H] - HOMETOWN?
Paris, France.
[I] - ILL?
No?
[K] - KILLED SOMEONE?
Your mom.
[L] LONGEST CAR RIDE?
8 hours.
[M] - MILKSHAKE FLAVOR
Banana Split.
[N] - FAVORITE NUMBER
30.
[O] - ONE WISH?
I wish I was a baller, I wish I was taller, I wish I had a girl who looked good, I would call her, wish I had a rabbit in a hat.......?
[P] - PERSON WHO CALLED YOU LAST ?
COURTNEY ANN!
[Q] - QUEER?
I lykKEee BoyZZZ
[R] - REASON TO SMILE?
SUMMER.
[S] - SONG YOU LAST HEARD?
Listening by The Used
[T] - TIME YOU WOKE UP THIS MORNING?
All.
[U] - UMBRELLA?
You can stand under mine.
[V] - VEGETABLES?
Yes please.
[W] - WORST HABIT?
Biting my nails.
[X] - X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD?
My finger.
[Y] - YOUR NUMBER OF FRIENDS ON FACEBOOK?
I get on like once a year.
[Z] - ZODIAC SIGN?
Cancer.
Friday, February 27, 2009
Empty Apartments
You and I were driving one time.
There where three other people in the car.
I remember thinking that if I were to suddenly die at that exact moment, I wouldn't be upset.
That everyone I loved was around me and that I needed no one else.
That the future didn't matter and everything was perfect.
It was then that you made the promises.
That you sang empty apartment to me.
It was then that matter.
I do not know you anymore.
In fact, every single person in that car is not in my life anymore.
I keep having dreams about you.
They always seem to revolve around what ifs and what could of beens.
It's so strange.
The thing that bothers me the most, is that I have absolutely nothing to remember you by.
All I have left is a simple photograph of you and I.
I remember someone telling me that you'll always love your first true girlfriend more than your wife.
Does that hold any substance?
I don't know.
But, what I do know is that you constantly are what I compare others to.
It's wrong.
I feel like you're going to be the person I always care about in the long run and that hurts.
I feel like maybe I'm that person for someone also, and that scares me.
I wish you could keep your promise.
There where three other people in the car.
I remember thinking that if I were to suddenly die at that exact moment, I wouldn't be upset.
That everyone I loved was around me and that I needed no one else.
That the future didn't matter and everything was perfect.
It was then that you made the promises.
That you sang empty apartment to me.
It was then that matter.
I do not know you anymore.
In fact, every single person in that car is not in my life anymore.
I keep having dreams about you.
They always seem to revolve around what ifs and what could of beens.
It's so strange.
The thing that bothers me the most, is that I have absolutely nothing to remember you by.
All I have left is a simple photograph of you and I.
I remember someone telling me that you'll always love your first true girlfriend more than your wife.
Does that hold any substance?
I don't know.
But, what I do know is that you constantly are what I compare others to.
It's wrong.
I feel like you're going to be the person I always care about in the long run and that hurts.
I feel like maybe I'm that person for someone also, and that scares me.
I wish you could keep your promise.
What would you do if two of your best friends went to the movies without inviting you?
Shit happens.
I was just reflecting.
And I am so grateful(sp??) to be apart of this.
I am so glad to know that it's been four years.
And that JBB is the cutest boy in the whole world.
He makes me laugh sooooo hard.
I was just reflecting.
And I am so grateful(sp??) to be apart of this.
I am so glad to know that it's been four years.
And that JBB is the cutest boy in the whole world.
He makes me laugh sooooo hard.
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
* What would you do if only one hot dog is left and neither you nor your friend have had one?
Hahaha, I don't eat hot dogs.
are you completely over your last relationship?
Yes.
Who is the last person to send you a message on myspace?
Courtney.
Are you jealous of anyone right now?
Kind of.
What' s the connection between you and the last person to text you?
She's my friend.
Hold hands with anyone last night ?
Last night? No.
What will you be doing tomorrow?
Working, Homework.
Why did you last cry?
Because I freak myself out!
When will your next kiss take place ?
Not sure.
You have to get a facial piercing, what do you get?
Septum.
Who was the last person you talked to on the phone ?
Alex.
What color is your hair?
Medium Brown.
Do you wear glasses?
At night time.
Could you cry right now?
No.
Are you someone's best friend?
No.
How was this week?
Fucking great.
Are you someone who worries too often ?
Sometimes.
Who is the one girl you trust the most?
Not sure.
Who was the last person you took a picture with?
Vic...<3
Was yesterday better than today ?
Nope.
What plans do you have for the day?
Sleeping.
What' s the very first thing you do when you wake up?
Put in my contacts.
When's the last time you had a headache?
Not sure.
Wat woke you up this morning?
My mom.
Have you ever been awake for 2 days straight?
Nope.
Where did you go in a car last?
Courtney's Mom's work.
Who was the last person you were in a car?
Alex.
Are your nails painted?
Kind of.
Have you ever felt replaced?
I suppose.
How were you feeling last night ?
Tired.
Are you different from how you were a year ago?
No.
Are you sarcastic?
Yes.
How are you feeling?
Tired.
At this very moment, what exactly are you doing?
This...
Is someone in love with you?
I do not know.
Who are all of your texts from?
Why does it matter?
Who last did you get into a fight with?
Not sure.
Whats you're favorite thing to do on the weekend?
See my boyfriend.
Still have feelings for your ex?
No.
Lil Wayne or Plies?
Travie McCoy.
Any plans for the coming thursday?
Not yet.
What kind of music annoys you most?
Annoying kind.
Are you high?
Never.
Who was the last guy you kissed?
My boyfriend.
Do you do anything that your boyfriend/girlfriend would be mad at you if they found out?
Yep, but doesn't everyone?
When did you last eat chinese food?
No clue.
Are most of you're friends older or younger than you are?
Older.
Anyone you were good friends with, that you no longer get along with?
Yeah.
Your ex calls and tells you he hates you, you say?
"The opposite of love isn't hate-it's indifference. And if you hate me, that means you still care."
Where's you're phone at?
Not sure.
Who has hurt you the most in the past year? Do you still care for them?
A friend, and no.
Is the last person you kissed and the next person you'll kiss the same?
Yes.
Where was your default picture taken?
My house.
Do you have a YouTube account?
Yes.
Have you ever liked someone older than you?
Yeah, I've never liked anyone younger or the same age as me.
Do you have a strong relationship with your parents?
Yes.
Have you ever kissed someone named Ariel?
Nope.
Have you ever kissed someone that was high?
Not that I know of.
Have you ever been a gymnast or a cheerleader?
Both.
Ever kissed anyone 18 or older?:
26 was the oldest.
Suppose you see your bf/gf kissing another person?:
Then I would be really upset.
Has anybody on your top friends ever admitted to liking you?
Yeah.
Do you trust all your friends?
For the most part.
Dark hair or light hair in the same/opposite sex?
Dark, not a fan of blondes.
What is the best ice cream flavor?
Chunky Monkey/ chocolate chip cookie dough.
Are you good at persuading?
Mostly.
Whats your last text say and from a boy or a girl?
"I love you and courtney".
-Melanie
When is the next time you'll see the second person on your top?
I have no idea and hurts like no other.
Has anyone ever told you, you were beautiful?
Yep.
Did you believe them?
Possibly.
Would you rather hang with a bunch of girls or boys?
Boys.
Is there someone that makes you happy every time you speak with them?
Yes.
What was the last thing you hid?
Underwear.
Would you ever live with anyone on your top friends?
Yes.
Whos the last person you said "i love you to?
Brooke.
Did you mean it?
Yep.
are you completely over your last relationship?
Yes.
Who is the last person to send you a message on myspace?
Courtney.
Are you jealous of anyone right now?
Kind of.
What' s the connection between you and the last person to text you?
She's my friend.
Hold hands with anyone last night ?
Last night? No.
What will you be doing tomorrow?
Working, Homework.
Why did you last cry?
Because I freak myself out!
When will your next kiss take place ?
Not sure.
You have to get a facial piercing, what do you get?
Septum.
Who was the last person you talked to on the phone ?
Alex.
What color is your hair?
Medium Brown.
Do you wear glasses?
At night time.
Could you cry right now?
No.
Are you someone's best friend?
No.
How was this week?
Fucking great.
Are you someone who worries too often ?
Sometimes.
Who is the one girl you trust the most?
Not sure.
Who was the last person you took a picture with?
Vic...<3
Was yesterday better than today ?
Nope.
What plans do you have for the day?
Sleeping.
What' s the very first thing you do when you wake up?
Put in my contacts.
When's the last time you had a headache?
Not sure.
Wat woke you up this morning?
My mom.
Have you ever been awake for 2 days straight?
Nope.
Where did you go in a car last?
Courtney's Mom's work.
Who was the last person you were in a car?
Alex.
Are your nails painted?
Kind of.
Have you ever felt replaced?
I suppose.
How were you feeling last night ?
Tired.
Are you different from how you were a year ago?
No.
Are you sarcastic?
Yes.
How are you feeling?
Tired.
At this very moment, what exactly are you doing?
This...
Is someone in love with you?
I do not know.
Who are all of your texts from?
Why does it matter?
Who last did you get into a fight with?
Not sure.
Whats you're favorite thing to do on the weekend?
See my boyfriend.
Still have feelings for your ex?
No.
Lil Wayne or Plies?
Travie McCoy.
Any plans for the coming thursday?
Not yet.
What kind of music annoys you most?
Annoying kind.
Are you high?
Never.
Who was the last guy you kissed?
My boyfriend.
Do you do anything that your boyfriend/girlfriend would be mad at you if they found out?
Yep, but doesn't everyone?
When did you last eat chinese food?
No clue.
Are most of you're friends older or younger than you are?
Older.
Anyone you were good friends with, that you no longer get along with?
Yeah.
Your ex calls and tells you he hates you, you say?
"The opposite of love isn't hate-it's indifference. And if you hate me, that means you still care."
Where's you're phone at?
Not sure.
Who has hurt you the most in the past year? Do you still care for them?
A friend, and no.
Is the last person you kissed and the next person you'll kiss the same?
Yes.
Where was your default picture taken?
My house.
Do you have a YouTube account?
Yes.
Have you ever liked someone older than you?
Yeah, I've never liked anyone younger or the same age as me.
Do you have a strong relationship with your parents?
Yes.
Have you ever kissed someone named Ariel?
Nope.
Have you ever kissed someone that was high?
Not that I know of.
Have you ever been a gymnast or a cheerleader?
Both.
Ever kissed anyone 18 or older?:
26 was the oldest.
Suppose you see your bf/gf kissing another person?:
Then I would be really upset.
Has anybody on your top friends ever admitted to liking you?
Yeah.
Do you trust all your friends?
For the most part.
Dark hair or light hair in the same/opposite sex?
Dark, not a fan of blondes.
What is the best ice cream flavor?
Chunky Monkey/ chocolate chip cookie dough.
Are you good at persuading?
Mostly.
Whats your last text say and from a boy or a girl?
"I love you and courtney".
-Melanie
When is the next time you'll see the second person on your top?
I have no idea and hurts like no other.
Has anyone ever told you, you were beautiful?
Yep.
Did you believe them?
Possibly.
Would you rather hang with a bunch of girls or boys?
Boys.
Is there someone that makes you happy every time you speak with them?
Yes.
What was the last thing you hid?
Underwear.
Would you ever live with anyone on your top friends?
Yes.
Whos the last person you said "i love you to?
Brooke.
Did you mean it?
Yep.
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